Can't really be perky happy about my birthday/Christmas now. I'm seriously doubting God's will here... So many shitty things have happened in my almost-28 years that a loving God really shouldn't be continuing the shittiness.

I may restart the calendar at some point, but since I am having Mom send back the few gifts she's already gotten me, and the watch she bought a while back, I am just hoping we have money for food and gas come the new year.